Dear Readers,
I don't have anything specific to talk about today, so I thought I would just write my introduction post. I've written so many of them over the years, and I don't think that I have ever gotten any better at them. I have a problem waxing poetical about myself. I'd like to say that is because I am a humble person, but I don't think that's it because I can be pretty narcissistic.
(Can I just enter here that I have a real issue using only one space at the end of my sentences, I'm so used to doing two!)
What should I start with? How do you begin these? Should I start with my name? Are you supposed to use your name on the Internet? I always have in the past when writing these because I always used a private or friends only journal. Well, anyway, here goes, my name is Stacy. I have been using the handle, thegreylioness, or some form of it for over 5 years. Well, before it was thegreylioness, it was just thelioness.
A lot of the way I see myself has been formed from this handle, I got the inspiration to use it from my favorite books. Maybe that is a good way to describe myself, by my favorite books? I suppose I can, at least, start there. I first read
Alanna: the First Adventure by Tamora Pierce when I was in middle school. I should state that the
Song of the Lioness quartet was not my first books that I read of Ms. Pierce's. I first read
Wild Magic. But, that was the latest book out by her, so when I was finished I hustled back to my school's library and looked up her bibliography so that I could gobble up the other books that were available by her. And that's how I found my favorite books, because there on the library's computer screen was listed:
Alanna: the First Adventure
In the Hand of the Goddess
The Woman Who Rides Like a Man
Lioness Rampant
Although.. they were probably listed like this?
Alanna: the First Adventure
In the Hand of the Goddess
Lioness Rampant
Woman Who Rides Like a Man, The
Maybe. You know, my memory isn't really what it used to be, so that could be totally wrong, and why is it even important? It's not. I just like things to be Right. Sometimes, liking the Rules and the Right Way to do things is very comforting, and others, it just makes Life more complicated and hard.
I have to mention these books when I introduce myself because they helped form who I am today. I read them in Middle School, like I mentioned, the time of your life when you are, in my opinion, the most mold-able. I really connected with the main character in these books, Alanna. The red haired girl who wants to become a knight. Something that women aren't allowed to become. Tamora Pierce writes strong female characters, she writes about human rights, she writes about equality, she writes about right and wrong. I love her writing!
I mention her books and Alanna because I think that those books really cemented my love of Medieval history and the idea of Chivalry and Knightly Romance. It probably had a hand in creating the love of the Renaissance Festivals in me as well, and the love of Sword and Sorcery type movies. These are all things that I love and I think a lot of them were effected by my reading and love of those books.
Deep down, I guess I always just wanted to be Alanna. Want to be. I still think of Alanna as my role model and who I would want to be if I could be anyone other than myself. Plus, she looks totally cool. Who wouldn't want purple eyes and red coppery hair? And to be King's Champion and one of the greatest sorceresses? I definitely would.
Ever since reading her books, and before, really, I've wanted to write. But, like most failed novelists, I lack the dedication of sitting down and actually writing. I get distracted or I simply just don't have time to write, it's one excuse or the other, when it comes down to it. I find that the fact that I have three kids under the age of 4 makes it hard to find time to sit down and write. I used to write a lot of poetry that only I really liked, as well, my writing has simmered down to utilitarian journaling as of late, and however useful that is, it's not very fulfilling.
You know, I've always really loved Media. My favorite love being movies. In High School, I would sometimes see 2 movies a weekend, and at the least, one a weekend. Sometimes, even movies I wasn't all that interested in, or that went over my head because I just loved movies so much. I remember seeing
A Civil Action in theaters, the movie starring John Travolta about a lawyer who helps two families whose children died due to toxic waste being dumped in the water, and not really understanding the story, plus it was long, but I loved movies, so I went to see it anyway. I saw a lot of movies those days, now, I have a hard time getting to see all the movies that I want to see while they are in theaters.
My parents are probably surprised that I didn't wear out our Disney's
Cinderella VHS or when
The Lion King came out, that VHS. I watched those movies over and over, just stopping it at the end and re-winding to start it over again.
You know? As I am thinking of it, another thing probably had a turn in influencing my love of the Medieval time frame-
King's Quest. It was one of the games that we had for our Amiga computer, and I played it a lot when I was little, I never did beat it. I miss that game! The times that were had directing Graham around the kingdom in search of the Magic Mirror and other items for the King. Aw.
Also: Horses. Horses have always been important to me, and their offshoot of Unicorns. Seriously, I remember asking Santa for a pony in all of my Christmas Wish letters, and always being disappointed that Santa never listened to me. It probably was one of the reasons I stopped believing in Santa. I rode a pony at a girl's birthday party that went to the same childcare place as me when I was in Kindergarten, and that sold me on horses. Before that it was books and movies, but riding that pony, being led around on it's saddle blanket with the owner's hand on the lead rope just opened up the possibilities of horses to me.
This is a pretty good start at who I am, I suppose, some of the other things that are important to know about me is that I have 3 kids. All boys. I have a husband, of 5 years, who I have been with for over ten years. We live in Minnesota, where it's Winter too long and it's too cold for my taste but it's where our small extended family live, so we're kind of stuck here.
Until next time.
Yours in friendship,
Stacy/thegreylioness